Everyone's being a dick so I start acting like a dick
Sorry to hear. Hopefully you're not acting like that to people that are nice. Dicky people don't deserve to have the luxury of being respected( Yes, I'm very aware on how stupid that wording was.). I haven't seen any rude behavior from you, but at least you caught on it. I'm not saying I think you're a dick. I'm saying you're better for catching on that fact.
welcome to the club
Aren't we all hate ourselves?